You're a monster, baby

Sat, 22 Dec 2007 23:05:27 GMT

DYING ALONE '98
WOO!

Tue, 30 Oct 2007 03:48:01 GMT

The word 'time' split its husk; poured its riches over him; and from his lips fell like shells, like shavings from a plane, without his making them, hard, white, imperishable words, and flew to attach themselves to their places in an ode to Time; an immortal ode to Time.

Fri, 28 Sep 2007 20:06:29 GMT

add a "p" to the end of my old screen name. im retarded and can't remember my password.

coffeeortheclapp

Wed, 19 Sep 2007 17:03:19 GMT

girl talk was that shit.

Fri, 25 May 2007 20:26:29 GMT

This is what I think of your love. I don't want your love. Your love is shit. Your love is nothing.

Tue, 17 Apr 2007 22:21:12 GMT

we got a house today. jess and i walked in, i saw the parquet floors and the huge bedrooms and i said we want it and we will sign the lease now. we then proceeded to give dirty looks to the other people who were now in our house. i'm sure we could have found a place that had a bigger kitchen and was absolutely gorgeous but i'm so sick of worrying about where i'm going to live. The people are moving out in september which is perfect, and i know we can transform that house into something that is really beautiful. the rent is absurdly cheap so i can convince the father to pay for fancy stuff inside the house. it needs to be repainted and seriously vacuumed but i am so excited.

my future 34th/spring garden residents:

Wed, 17 Jan 2007 02:20:54 GMT

im selling some jeans of mine i never wear anymore.

http://search.ebay.com/_W0QQsassZx8bittersweet8xQQhtZ-1

its a good deal because anywhere else would be double the price.
tell your friends and help a poor brotha out!

Sun, 26 Nov 2006 13:44:42 GMT

i havent stopped coughing in 10 days.
i dont like livejournal anymore.

Thu, 26 Oct 2006 17:21:36 GMT

its hard to believe i hate drexel after only 2 months of being here. My classes are so basic and have nothing to do with my major. They're so boring and will never help me assess my patients, prescribe medication, and counsel them. I've been revolting against the system and have yet to go to University 101, this bullshit class that is mandatory, do tons of useless work, all for one credit. It's not even for my major, since i've switched from undecided to psych. I wanna start an anti-Univ 101 revolution. I can't wait until next year, when i can take classes that i will actually enjoy and be interested in. I'm so excited for sexual psychology and abnormal psych. I hate dorm life. So many people love it and hang out with everyone on their floor. Me and des are the deviants at the end of the hall. They look at us like we're the trashiest, low-class people who don't deserve to be here. I just want it to be tomorrow @ 3:19 so i can be taking the train to Chris and then having the best weekend. Oh, and apparently its ok for our RA to go through our shit and get me in trouble for having empty 40s with roy lichtenstein-esque labels Chris stenciled/painted himself and gave to me. Fuck that. I can't wait to move out and have my own goddamn room and a bathroom that doesn't smell like asshole and tuna. and a shower that isn't covered in hair. and of course my minature potbellied pig, Piggy Smalls (The Notorious P.I.G.). I miss momo.

Tue, 17 Oct 2006 01:25:02 GMT

when des and i get bored we throw our screen and expired go-gurts out of our 10th floor window.

Thu, 12 Oct 2006 20:17:42 GMT

i need:
1. baby wipes
2. tuna fish (albacore ONLY)
3. frozen chicken breast
4. easy mac
5. sour patch kids
6. bottled water
7. nutrigrain bars
8. grapes

if you could please send them to me at:
room 1005
203 north 34th st
philadelphia, pa
19104

thank you.

oh, and when i move into my own house/apartment/box next year im getting this little guy:

except fuck the name louie, i'm naming him rocks

Tue, 10 Oct 2006 01:02:21 GMT

i have the worst headache ever. all i want to do is sit in my room and eat sour patch kids and watch tv. it would be even better if chris were here but i do get to see him in 20 hours. i cant make up my mind between loving drexel and hating drexel. in some ways its everything i've ever wanted, but sometimes i just want to go home (aka chris's house) and lay in bed with him for hours. south street today was entertaining. not looking foward to math tomorrow at 8 am.

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BANGIN

Mon, 02 Oct 2006 21:15:03 GMT

this is what i find under my laptop.
i would be completely miserable without him.
i care for him with all of my heart,
even with the bad grammar.

YOUR MOM

Thu, 28 Sep 2006 22:42:59 GMT

Based on the fact that i rarely receive comments anymore, i highly doubt anyone actually reads this. nicee.

Sun, 24 Sep 2006 20:47:32 GMT

i'm a happy girl because tomorrow i get to see chris brown after class and then i can drag him around center city while i shop and i get the room all to myself cuz des is gone all day and i love not living at home & being able to do whatever the fuck i want. the end.

Mon, 11 Sep 2006 16:18:54 GMT

i shall miss this.

Mon, 04 Sep 2006 16:01:43 GMT

i did absolutely nothing all summer.
i went outside twice, one of which at the beach
where i burned the fuck out of myself.
i wear big iron maiden tshirts
and stretch pants everyday.
hair is pink.
i want blue.
i can only think of two people
i like to surround myself with
who live in hunterdon county.
i dont sleep for more than
a few hours at a time.
i wake up thinking about
everything i will accomplish;
about how im finally leaving
the town that has pushed me down
for eighteen years.
about how i feel so bad for people
who can only visit their goal
instead of actually living there.

People don't want their lives fixed.
Nobody wants their problems solved.
Their dramas. Their distractions. Their stories resolved.
Their messed cleaned up. Because what would they have left?
Just the big scary unknown.

Fri, 01 Sep 2006 21:15:47 GMT

if i could not wait another 19 days
to move to philadelphia that would be glorious.
im getting so sick of 99% of the people in nj.

Wed, 24 May 2006 21:56:37 GMT

i really need to change my userpicture thing. if someone could do that for me because im too lazy that would be fantastic.

i need a job.
i need to stop smoking.
and drinking.
and pissing outside.

Fri, 05 May 2006 23:14:31 GMT

they should legalize drugs so all of you could hurry up and fucking die.

Tue, 04 Apr 2006 00:20:17 GMT

i've only felt this way once before. i can't wait to see him. i still get nervous on my way to his house. i look up to him, he makes me want to be a better person, and he would do anything to make me happy. though im still on the verge of failing trig, and my dad is still a fucking asshole, everything is so much more tolerable with him around.

Sat, 17 Dec 2005 20:02:34 GMT

Mon, 14 Nov 2005 01:45:51 GMT

i got kicked out of my house.
&then readmitted.
&then kicked out again.
&then readmitted for a period of five months.
all in a time period of twenty minutes.

dr. jack and i have the best relationship.

"oh em just letting you know, me and barbara are watching television upstairs."
"Dad, i dont need a rundown of your evening."
"No i know, but just in case, you know, you think anything is going on"
"Dad, i dont care."
"Okay well just letting you know"

at least one of us is getting laid.

edit:
andru naway: dood, i wrote one of my college essays about lbi.
andru naway: i did mention you and your air conditioning though
andru naway: youre a lizard.

and,
my saturday night did NOT end enjoyable.
i drove home throwing junior mints down my throat.
and polishing off a cigarette in three minutes.

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 01:18:56 GMT

so i was going through my computer, and i came across the best pictures i have ever seen. my life is ridiculous. and thats just the way i like it.

Fri, 04 Nov 2005 18:34:20 GMT

i just want a boy who will chain smoke with me, drink whiskey and cuddle all night. he likes the fact that i'm growing a mullet/rat tail. & he doesnt mind my love handles. he'd rather eat ramen with me than go out to a diner, and he doesnt get grossed out that i eat tuna fish out of the can. he calls me when he says he will, and he voluntarily makes plans to come see me. seriously, this kid doesn't exist.